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Rock To my life that has gone by
I hope that you get this before
It is too late
Before you become me!
When I was you;
I tried listening to these words
But the words didn’t stick
And now you have become me
Wishing for a better life!

We were once a rock,
The shelter from the storm
A place for the traveller.
But then, one came along
And made this stop off a home,
And a happy two became one.

And over the years
You changed;
The walls became coloured
The insides warmed
And the sounds of love echoed in us!
This bird had nested
And wanted your stability
And there was happiness!

But that is what we thought;
A bird tRock by ~Dththeliving

Heavens You have been there for a while
      And I won't lie
Only as a backround voice
      But I cannot deny
Now, when you speak
      After you heard my cry
A friend, my angel
      You lift me up high
You have asked for nothing
      And I can only but try
To return the happiness
      As the time goes by
You saved me from darkness
      With you I now fly
So please know how I feel
      So if IHeavens by ~Dththeliving

disney heroines by ~rinabina123

Never done never mind the idea of
messing somethin up
ever thought that by not
doing something;
you've already fucked it
like old yella' pup!

what they don't know
will never hurt them
but when they find out
the world colapses
and the though of what if
is now the problem

so when you know
and if it's not too late
the world is no longer
crumbling around you
any of these friends
can now be a mate

I've done it over and over
i've just left it alone
watched it grow,
watched it die,
and went from being happy
to being on my own

So no longer, by the horns
i now take the bull
i'll never back down
i've learnt my lesson
No retreaNever done by ~Dththeliving

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lack of sleep

Feb 12, 2009, 1:30:13 AM by ~nezzimon
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got home from cadets last need to find i was going to spend the next few hours at the hospital with my mother.
she has a bad heart and was in a lot of pain.
because of this we were there intill 3.30 am when she was moved to a ward am really hoping she comes home today it not nice when she is away from home and as i'm going away tomorrow it makes it more difficult as i won't be able to come home if she gets worse.
am kinda worried about this next week i will be tested on how i teach acf subjects and am so nervous it makes me feel sick just thinking about it but if i pass the course i become a sargent in the acf which will be sooooo kewl.
on the bright side i have accepted a place at lincoln uni and as soon as my current course ends i will be moving to gainsborugh. which will be really kewl and am really looking forward to it although it will be a challenge. there will be a lot of new things but its good to be challenged it gets boring if everything is too easy.

wish me luck people am soo going to need it to pass my ITC. although i wish it were next week and not this week as would so rather be with my boyfriend this weekend but i have commited my self to the course and can not/ will not back out after putting so much effort into getting a place.

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